Andddd i've reached the bottom of the ocean, the bottom of everything, getting back to the top will take alot of work,
in 13 days my whole life could come crumbling down to ashes if this surgery fails, what would mum and Billy do without me? lets face it im the strongest one out of us 3, today they were both crying but I stayed strong.
Beeen...around 5 days without hearing from dad, where is he? is he ok? has he left mine and Billys lifes completely.. :'( I dont know what i did, or anyone else in my family did to deserve this pain, but i've got it badddd, im not the worst off person in the world i know..but.. its pretty bad..and itll only be a matter of 1 or 2 days before i crack..its becoming to much to handle and everything feels like its coming to an end even though its not,
How much longer before I crack? :(
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