Lmao.
You'll never guess what..
Just as, maybe, I thought, things were getting better for me, I hit rock bottom again.
I don't feel like suiciding, but, cutting, yes.
I'm not even going to explain why.. I'm not entirely sure.. I was fine a few hours ago..now I'm..
I'm just..
Sigh.
So I'm still caught in between two people, I'm trying to.. let go of one.. because.. I don't want to stuff up the friendship.. as I think I've mentioned before..
Sigh.
Its hard.
I hate trying to let go of people but it must be done.
Another quite amusing thing.
O_o I'm a loser and I check my horoscope everyday, and, it tells me, I have to try not to listen to the voice in the mind. In other words, I can't lose control.
Then theres the love one.. says something about, today would be a good day to confess something to the one you love, you'll get an unexpected response, ha, funny how I wanted to tell Kayle today but I was scared. Then, Theres another that says something to do with the letter 8 will bring you good news.
Me and Kayle started going out on the 8th of february..sad how I remember the days..it ended on the 25th of may... yeah.. I'm not scary.. -.-'' Sigh, I could never forget those dates.
I don't know I'm going to leave it as that for today.. I'll go have one of my nightmares.. Oh.
I'll talk about my most recent one actually.
everyone I love, everyone I've ever met is infected by a virus.
It turns you into like..this monster type thing.. I was killing them at firstt but they still looked like humans..I came face to face with my brother..he was infected.. I couldn't kill him.. So..
He infected me..then.. I hunted down other surviving humans..
Then, I woke up.
Thats about it.
