I don't know why, but I suddenly had a feeling to go on here, kind of glad I did, I need someone to talk too, someone who's not a someone? Someones who's not even there to respond. Yes. Perfect. ^-^
I don't even know what I want to say. I got Kayle back, and gosh its the best feeling ever, but, everyday I keep thinking I'm going to lose him, even if I don't do anything wrong.
Ive started to drift away from alot of people too, its not a bad thing, I want to be alone.
Wow I just realised of how sad I actually am hahaha. x]
But anyway, dad and his new family, well, I want to hate him, and I do, but whenever someone brings up his name, I can't help but cry, thats all I seem to do now is cry.
I still see my psychologist, and the mental hospital wants me to talk to my dad? Really. They don't even know the situation. I hate it when people do that.
I feel like, shit.
I don't really know why, its the same old problems, I can't let go of them.
Well, thank you blogspot I suppose, for not doing anything, or even helping.
