:')

I love how he can make me laugh so much even when I'm having the darkest days. >_< Gah.
He's amazing.


Sigh,
If only love was a simple thing to me.. if only I didn't get so hurt by relationships..
Then maybe, just maybe, I'd get my mind straight, and, be happy again, with someone.

Not again..

Fuck

:/
I feel like doing it again..
Or,
Maybe further than that..
I feel like.. complete shit..its not because of confusion this time.. I know full well why I feel like it.. I just.. I don't know anymore,

Gawd,
This is.. I..just.. I don't know..
D:

2/8/10

It's funny how yesterday..he was in my mind and now he's not at all? But the other person is?
- Confusing.

I dropped by the school today, Sharron clinged onto me like glue :') I love her so much<3
Then I saw Hilston.. God I love that guy he's so funny, always brightens up my day. Hopefully he'll be ok for whenever he gets operated on I'll fucking miss him when he's gone!

My last note shall be: I don't want to be in love anymore, it hurts to be in love with someone, but, not be able to hold them.
Sigh.
I want love.. I want to feel some sort of happiness in that area, but, I just can't right now.
:/ Sigh.