Would you ever leave me, for someone who deserves you most?

Ah
same feelings as always.
Suicidal urge getting stronger.
Head aching like fuck.

But just to top it off, a facebook group brought back a memory of him, I can't stand it, I hate not being with him..but, he won't ever take me back and I can't blame him.
Its not just that its, other things too.
Just.

Idk
fuck it all.