Fml.

:/
Well, got to school, even though I had a jacket on, Sharrons comes up and rolls up my sleeves.
Then she's instantly unhappy.
Sigh.
Wish I wasn't this way.

I just, I've felt really down all day.. I sat in the shower.. and just.. wanted to end it all again.
Sigh.
I keep just, well, just, living everyday, life will be over soon.
Could always overdose.. maybe alcohol poisoning.. eh.
:/ I don't know there the 2 ways I want to do it..

I don't know anymore.

Temptation to pick up the scissors is getting strong. I just annoyed Andrew by saying I was going to cut myself in the corner after him calling me a name.
Eh.
I feel like it.
But not because of that.
:/

Sigh.
Well.
Dylan told me how he'll be deaf soon.. I love that guy.. so much.. he's amazing, even though people always make him feel like shit.
He's amazing, and, I wish he didn't have to go through all these medical problems.. ]:

Also, Chris is here for me.
:D he's also amazing.

He told Kayle I cried yesterday, Chris said Kayle didn't show any emotion, he didn't care.
Fuck him.
I'm done with it.

:D Chris said he's gonna slap me if I fall for Kayle again, don't want that happening. x] He's got big hands.

I don't know, least I've got people around me who care about me, I gotta stay alive for them.
Even though I don't want too.