:) Well, where do i even start? I guess I'll start from when I woke up...so I woke up thinking it'll be a really crappy day, and that hospital was going to be just loads of bad news, So I put my backbrace on, I felt so much pain within 30 minutes i wanted to take it off but i didnt i held on and left it i got to the hospital i felt my hip crushing and cracking i had to take it off so i did, i got sent upto x-rays, wasn't to bad i guess... they'll be way worse things happening before the surgery, so, basically that was the x-rays over with... then i had to get out of their gown and into my clothes again and from there i went to see my surgeon, and he was telling me everything thatll happen then i said how i couldnt breathe while in my backbrace, and it was bruising me badly, thats why i heard the words ''aw how about we take it away earlier?'' instantly i smiled and my first words were ''are you serious?'' he said ''i dont see why not its only 9 weeks'' then i cried of happiness...gaah it felt so good to know that the thing that caused me so much torture and pain and emotional pain was finally gone, im so glad....my scoliosis journey is almost over just the hardest part is coming up shortly, the real surgery, i can do it though, i know i can and i will, well nobody will really understand why this is the happiest day of my life...because i doubt you know how much pain i was in for those 2 years in that plastic torture chamber, i'll never forget this day... high 5 to the future :D Screw the past.
thank god its almost all over, bring on the surgery im so ready to live the good life as a normal person :)
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